Sunday, 20 March 2011

Khair.

There's a contentment in finding your soulmate. A simple tranquility. The heart seems rested, the soul seems complete. Every little action suddenly has more meaning.

Mr RedBerries and I have been at such peace recently. I know now. I know. After everything that has been said...there's still so much more. The point is, I want to hear it. I want to talk. I want our conversations to go on forever.

As suddenly as all this madness had started, it finished. Now...I'm wondering what all the fuss was about. It's like we both fell, and then we had to stand back up again...except...we realised it would be easier for us to help each other. I'm telling you, I didn't think I would ever be able to let someone into my life. I never thought or imagined or envisaged that I would want someone around me all the time. That every last intricacy of my day, I would want to share with them. Hell, I still can't comprehend that he wants to know.

I sometimes feel like this is a bit too good to be true. To use a cliche. Too amazing to ever happen to me. Little ol' me.

Everything that's happened to me in my life...it's like I was being prepared to meet this guy.

subhanAllah. He is the Best of Planners. above and beyond human comprehension.

3 comments:

normal.is.overrated. said...

OHHH!! :D why is too amazing to happen to you? You deserve happiness just like the rest of em! This post just left a big ass grin on my face! :D

xcomplicationsx said...

yay! I'm happy for you! :D

haha I know what you mean about too cliche..it's really hard to believe sometimes...

but now for you it's a reality so you better beleive it! ;)

SoulSeek said...

Just caught up with your last few entries.

Masha'Allah tabarakallah. I wish you all the best. Big smiles :D

Embrace the goodness and let it fuel the next part of your life. The real beginning.